Okay, I have a feeling this post is going to be another long one.
Because I have so many things to say. You know what? I feel like I haven't been speaking English for a very very long time.

So, shall we start with the happy part first.
Shanna, I said I would explain right? Initially, they bought this air ticket for me. This air ticket has this package kind of thing. That means it's specifically for JAL flights and it's for a month.
So, from 6 DEc to 6JAn. Get it?
Then, my parents say they're damn sad because I'm not around with them and they requested me to come home early. Like before 2010.

I mean, I really want to. Like, it'cold here and it's kind of boring cause it's my grandparents house not Tokyo.
But there is one condition, that is they have to pay a 100dollars.
I mean, although I really want to head back to Singapore,
would that 100 dollars be worth?
One day, my grandparents won't be around in this world anymore and would that 100 dollars be worth spending?
I may never have the chance to celebrate Christmas and the new year with them.
Yes, it's boring here and cold but I rather take this opportunity to be with them because if I leave for Singapore soon, I know that I will regret it.
That is why, I didn't return to Singapore soon. ( So, shanna, I wouldn't mind teleporting for awhile, but I must return here. HAHAHA, get it? )

Okay, for the bad and angry part. I am really pissed with my mother's family.
I mean is it so wrong to be a nice person?

That time I went out with my younger cousin for a movie-Twlight.
It wasn't my intention, but it was his mother-my aunt. My cousin, 2years younger than me, Normal Acad, is not the socialble type. He is very alone, like doesn't speak to other of my cousins.
So, every time when we met during Cousins gathering and such, I was the one who tried to talk to him about school and everything. Plus, there isn't such a wide age gap between us.
My mother and aunt also begged me to go with him, so..

I agreed to go out with him for a movie. Being the elder cousin, I asked him what he wanted to watch and I booked the tickets for him.
THE THING WAS: FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE OUTING, HE WAS AS SILENT AS THE CHRISTMAS TREE I HAVE AT HOME.
AT LEAST MY CHRISTMAS TREE HAS LIGHTS AND THINGS HANGING ON THEM WHICH ACTUALLY LOOK STUNNING.
YOU KNOW WHAT HE WORE WHEN HE MET ME?
BERMUDAS AND PLAIN SHIRT.
AND WHERE WE WENT? ORCHARD.
LIKE HELLO?
Plus, ALL my cousins are very materialistic, INCLUDING HIM. And, this is what he wears when we go out?
I mean at least wear nicer, like show me some respect.
Wearing clothes so skimpy and shaggy. WTH right?

Anyway, after the outing, I complained to my mother. And somehow, my another aunt heard about it. AND GUESS WHAT? THEY SCOLDED ME.
WTH.
Like, "Why you went out with him? And somemore watch Twlight?"
( Becasue Twlight got kiss scenes la, and they thought you know.. like weird. )
WTH. I mean he is sec3. Okay, so maybe I don't understand a guy's mind.
They even scolded me this.
"Why can't you be more senseable? You're older you know? You should know how to decline."
why? ( Because to them, the quietest person is the scariest. )
Okay, maybe, but he is my cousin, he is your nephew.
WTH. It's like I just wanted him to open up to me, like I know his problems, and studies, about N's and O's, and I introuduced good tutors to him.
And, just because I agreed to go out with him, to watch a VAMPIRE movie, I get scolded.
more like, I GOT SCOLDED FOR BEING A NICE PERSON.

I am an IJ girl, I am me.
I do care about people. I mean he is my cousin, not some guy I hook up from a party right?
And I get this kind of result.
I care about him because I am me. I actually do care.
And what's worst, she told my other cousins. WTH la.
You mean what I did was wrong? Watching Twlight was wrong? Just because it had kissing scenes?
I mean what other movie could be watch? Most of it were NC16, he can't watch. And what's left is like what MULAN?
Chinese fighting scenes? You think he will be interested?
I even gave in to him cause he already watched the first season of Twlight and I haven't, and I just wanted him to enjoy. I mean it's not like it's a big deal but WTH.

I AM A NICE PERSON.
ego much? I don't care because I know what I did was nice and thoughtful and guess what?
THAT IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING CARING.
FML.


I need a hug.