I know I haven't been blogging much. I mean I don't really expect people to go and view and comment on it, so I just like to blog when I feel like blogging.

It's like as if I haven't been refecting on my thoughts enough.
Poly has started and sometimes I look back wondering if I made the right decision.
With each day moving forward, I feel like I'm getting weaker because I think that I'm not ready for the future.
I try to claim that I am ready and that I am ready to learn and overcome anything.
But in reality, I'm just like any person who has no objectives in life.

It's just scary thinking about it.
I went for the stupid Parents thing in school. It was not exactly a wake-up call, it was something else.
Sigh.

I feel like I have so much to think and to feel.
What is this? Talking to each other in the middle of the night when nothing is going on?
I didn't say that I want something to happen, I just do not want to make the same old mistake that I did the last time.
But with you, it was different.
/;


I don't feel like blogging anymore.
It's killing me cause it's super hot right now and plus this kind of content.
Totally not what I was hoping for.
I'm losing my focus.